Mike, in short, we are like minded regarding the topic of not fitting in. Truth be, I left institutional church 16 years ago in 2009, never to go back. In these years since, I have learned much about the true church, and also the Ecclesia. I pensioned off in 2018 and spend most of my time now meditating the word of God. The things revealed to me you will not hear at a church, nor on YouTube, nor find it in a Christian book off the shelf. It is Devine revelation. Would love to connect with you and share my testimony. Also love to find out more about you. My email is sa330puma@gmail.com Feel free to drop me a line. Greetings in Christ Jesus our Lord.